L' CHAIM

Things fall if we let them

Going back, reading my blog posts about him.

;Still makes me cry.

Open it

So it feels so good to be open with my parents. Open in the sense na I can share them my lovelife, suitors, happenings at work and friends. I don’t know how it happened pero parang wala lang nagkwento lang ako na parang tropa ko lang sila. Yknow parang may halong joke pag nagkekwento. Hindi yung super serious tapos sila naman nagpapayo rin, hindi nila tinetake negatively yung pinaggagawa ko sa buhay na sasabihin nila “bakit ganito ganyan”. Ibang klase pag open ka sa pamilya mo, parang magbabago yung pakikitungo mo sa ibang tao, sa pag-iisip mo ganon. Haha.

Torn

They say that if you really love a person, you will not try to change him/her.

They say that if you really care/love a person, you will try to reach him/her no matter what.

Being the least of his priority, it just makes me an unimportant girlfriend.

Okay, his focus right now is work and his soon-to-be business. I can see that. But why did he even get a girlfriend if he can’t keep it up to his priorities?  Yes he got a girlfriend—- but he doesn’t even make her feel loved.

Yet I am just here, waiting for him.

But I am not the kind of girl that pushes myself to a guy. I don’t like chasing. I love being chased, talked to, comforted, and treated like a princess. But why did I allow myself to be treated like this?

At first, I always text him updates of my whereabouts. When I go to work, go home and if how his day was. But I always get no reply, or he replies in a day or two.

He asked for space. I said, “let’s just break up”. He replied after 2 days, saying why didn’t I even ask why? He was like arguing, making a point out of something. Not making bawi to me. Saying that I’m immature and all of that stuff. And of course, I didn’t wanna lose to the conversation. I told him my point that our relationship sucks. That we aren’t even happy and there is no kilig(he is the one who told me that weeks ago). But then he just made segway and just said that we were just both stressed. Maybe just to tone things down.

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Puyat pa hahaha ♥

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Hair was black, careless and uninterested. #throwback

Hair was black, careless and uninterested. #throwback

Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Basta hindi ako maghahabol. Kahit kailan. Bye.

The more they tell me to stay away, the more I want to be in that place..

So 3rd day ko sa work kanina. Medyo nangangapa pa din ako, nakakakba pa din pag nagtetake ng calls. Hirap ako sa listening huhu pano ba di ko maintindihan agad pag lalo na may accent na malupit yung tenant huehue. Anyway so far enjoy naman. :)))

So 3rd day ko sa work kanina. Medyo nangangapa pa din ako, nakakakba pa din pag nagtetake ng calls. Hirap ako sa listening huhu pano ba di ko maintindihan agad pag lalo na may accent na malupit yung tenant huehue. Anyway so far enjoy naman. :)))